I am not the type of person to date, I do not feel a lot of things. I'm content with being alone, because every time I let someone in, they try to control me. I am a free spirit I don't like being told what to do or how I should act. I don't let people in because as soon as I do, it is most likely they hurt me in some way. There's a book called "The Mortal Instruments" and I believe what the main character believes "To love is to destroy, and that to be loved is to be the one destroyed." Mmm, so true. I've been feeling down, and I don't really have anyone to talk to since I've started college I've isolated myself, and it's starting to feel lonesome.

Anyways I plan to be moving up north with my Dad for the summer that's if I can't find a job by the end of April, but while see.