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is needing someone to talk, im feeling real depressed

Why is it when you need company no one is around but when you want to be alone everyone wants to be around you?

today I am not at my best, all I want is to be have your arms wrapped around me, to feel your sweet lips touching me and your voice to comfort me, I need you.

No matter how much company I've had, I've always been alone in reality and unable to actually trust anyone, maybe I should get used to it after all?

You may shoot me with your words, You may cut me with your eyes, You may kill me with your hatefulness, But still, like air, I'll rise.

ust when I think I am on the way up, because I see that light at the end of the tunnel, I find that it is a train bearing down on me to crush me again.

They always say "Live, Love, Laugh, Learn" but they never say "Cry, Depressed, Lost, Heart Broken!" And those are the words we all feel, just never say outloud.

i never thought id feel this low down in my life..i swear I'm broken

I try so hard to smile, to laugh once in a while...but no matter what I do the pain wont leave

feels alone like a ship in stormy waters that has lost it's anchor. No land, lights, not even stars, just emptiness and chaos as far as they eye can see

hen i say "I'm Fine" it means I need a hug and to be persuaded to let go of what has got to me

feels like the walls are caving in around me, like i have no way out, getting harder to breath..i can't scream or shout. i need help, please someone dig me out!

If one morning I was gone, would you come looking? If you never meet me, would you be the same person? If I died tomorrow...Would you care?