January, 6, 2010,
Today I have been sick. I have had a boring day at home alone sick in my bed. People don't really understand how I feel in the inside. Especially when they're gone.
It feels like my head has been on fire. burning_eyes I wish I could see my friends.
No one really knows where I am... The truth is that I live in China. A country with the population of 1,338,612,968 people. I am half Swedish half American. I have lived in Sweden for my whole life until I turned 10. Now it has soon gone two years and Im soon 12.
I know the reason why Im feeling sick. Its because the pollution in China. If I could have one wish in my life it would be to go home. Back home to Sweden where most of my friends are.
My Family and I had planed to stay in China for two years but now they're deciding to stay there longer. With Me.
You might wonder who's in my family and who I am...
My parents, my little brother, and I. Then I also have two half brothers that I really miss that are in Sweden. I am thankful for one thing. My one and only friend who is half Chinese and Half Swedish. She also has a Gaia account. blaugh
Just to let you know her Gaia account is called Luna_Lovegood319.
My BFF lives in Sweden. She's called Tiffany but I call her Tiff or Tiffy. 3nodding
She's one of the people I miss the most.
If you want to know more about me then... I'll tell you.
My name is Nicole but you can call me Nico. I feel like Im stuck. (Because right now Im sick in bed and Im not allowed to do anything then be in bed, sleep, and write....) I am 11 but Im turning 12 in September. I live in China. And I feel like dying so Im gonna say bye.
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