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Mandys Life/Thoughts.
I suppose I will write about my feelings and whats happening
.. and I'd wait.
Do it.. Watch me wait for youu. A year? I can do that. Two years? I can do that to. Anything you can think of, I'll endure. Anything you say to me, I'll keep in my mind, even if it's mean. I'd go through hell twice, and come back just for youu. I'd wait a life time, if I could spend a day with you. I'd give so much up.. SO MUCH up for youu.. even if it meant an hour to be spent..

And I'd wait.. go fall in love with some ho, I'll love you. Go touch some chicks a**.. I'll love you. Go ******** some girl and never talk to me again... I'll love you..

Because my love is never ending.. it has no ends.. its like a cirlce.. going around and around, even it's never returned. Even if you go and do sooooooooo much to hurt me.. I'd do so much.... so much.... and I'd wait.. Because something about you.. attracts me, and makes me want you.. not even sexually.. but as in I want you to be mine forever.. and of course not.. no of course not.. no strings couldn't be attached.. no.. but Ill wait...

Do it... watch me endure hell for you... even if it costs me my life. Why? Because I think you're worth it. And I think so highly of you, even when the rest of the world doesnt it. I think you shine, when you just smile. I wish... that I could be a girl you wanted; and I'm not. I wish I could be a girl that you could look at and instantly love. But I'm NOT. Cause, you know what? I'm a monster. A depressive ********. A depressed screw up. I shouldn't live. But I do, because I need my fill.. knowing you're there.

I'd do so much.. I'd give up the world to watch you smile... god.. ********.

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