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When my bottled feelings want to explode
I write them out to calm down...so these are thoughts running through my head
Sleep
It used to be so easy to go to sleep...

I'd fall into the silence, into my dreams where I would stay till my alarm goes blaring.

(or 3 for some reason. o_O)

But recently. it has not been so easy... I've been thinking a lot.

How can I even tell so? It's not like I am conscience of it...

If I cannot sleep, I concentrate on my heart beat in my finger tips, and I will easily go to sleep trying to keep on that beat...

But my heart beat is more faint now... it is harder to hear... it is harder to feel...

Though it may be faint, it beats so fast now... how can I sleep when my pulse isn't slow so that it can coax me into sleep?

How odd... maybe I shall find the answer soon... or hopefully it's jsut a phase so I can sleep easier soon again






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Demonic Looking Angel
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commentCommented on: Tue Jan 26, 2010 @ 11:45pm
wow, that is quite interesting [i'm such a nerd]
i'm sorry that you cannot sleep. Maybe you just have too much racing through your mind?


commentCommented on: Wed Jan 27, 2010 @ 12:03am
but.. i haven't thought of anything lately.. like.. if i try to recall what's been going on..i can't. o_O



deathangel_vsb76
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