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Dear Mr. dreamer,
Have you heard, about the one that went away? Did you see it on her face? Did you hear it her voice? Did you care when all the nightmares hunted her even when she wasn't asleep? Not that neither of us were a mind reader, but we both knew. We both knew it would one day end up...end up something like this. Maybe, its what I wanted to see you smileing...,but all the tears caused her to drown...It was a fear that wasn't just in my head. No one really exists without lies. No one is quite like they pretend. None of us,...live without pretending...Everyone has serets your's just seems a little more...hurtful. Your almost the perfect that she wanted that perfect that she needed...,but you keep finding ways to prove indifferent. Please for both of our sanitity please don't say all these promises and leave me here with nothing, but a hope for tommorrow. Don't say things that you don't mean. Don't do things that mean nothing...Don't say you love me if you really mean her. For words,...words are only something to be misplaced and reworded the way you see fit. Can you truely see it? Could you ever feel this way? An alone without nothing to strive for,..Because your so wraped up in someone else you don't notice...How can you say "I love you" when you don't even notice when i'm screaming at you? Mr. Dreamer did you notice? Did you notice that I need you more. Did you notice that I loved you more.

>>>>>>>sweetdreams......forever.