Who am I kidding
thinking you might
feel something more
when you've already expressed
the desire to only be friends

I must be crazy
letting myself crush
so hard on you
can't even stop
thinking about you
can't help but notice more painfully
when you're gone
even when it's
not for long

it breaks my heart
that I feel this way
it makes my heart ache
knowing I let myself
continue to think this way

I keep asking myself
how can I feel this way?
how can I feel so sure
when I hardly know you at all?
Maybe I've gone crazy
over the hopeful thoughts of love?

Why am I so willing like this
to give my everything to you?
Why do I hunger
for all of you?
Wishing that you'd
hunger for all of me too..