Mood: Awake.
Song: Just Say You're Not Into It - Mayday Parade.
Everythingg oh everything,
Is crashing, smashing, falling down.
I'm being ripped apart, seam by seam it seems.
I like talking to you still,
I still feel kind of safe with you,
But I don't want to annoy you.
I know it's unsafe territory,
I know that there's something in the air,
But I think you were my best friend all along,
While we dated, and while we loved,
But I won't hold my breath for your next return,
Whenever and if it ever happens.
I've got to make choices and stick to them,
And I'll start with my favorite copy cat.
You'll see, you'll see,
We were nothing. Not a thing.
I'm potentially going to LA in July.
I'm thinking about asking Erik to go down there and say hello to me.
I wonder if he would.
I kind of doubt it,
But he's the only Californian I want to meet.
The future is going to be amazing,
I swear. I promise myself.
<3
I'm so ready to give up on so many things(:
No more Eric, no more John,
I think if she doesn't try to do anything, no more Brianna.
I'm done crawling back to these pathetic assholes.
******** you guys.
The new friends I've been making have really made me smileee lately,
Always got me feeling goood,
& I need to chill with D&J soon.
Got some of that vodka left over,
My bestest friend<3
I can't wait to get so wasted I can't even say
'Fat tongue, fat tongue, my tongue is sooo faaat'
Hahaha NYE was great. <3
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Missa Defunctorum
praise the lost souls, it'll set yours free
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