well no matter how much i try 2 forget about him i cnt i just cant no matter wat i cant get him out of my head i cant stop thinking about him i feel like a dumbass he hates me and i still love him....i wish i cud get over him but i cant hes the best thing tht ever happened 2 me and i just ruined it all with something so stupid by cheating on him...he deserves better than me but it just hurts me tht hes never gonna be with me it makes me mad...makes me feel so retarted tht its all my fault i wish i wish so bad tht i would have never done tht i wish i could tell him how much i love him and niss him and how much i need him but i cant he would probably gall me a slut again anyway but its all my fault wat the hell was i thinking i guess its true u never know how much something rlly means 2 u until u lose it sad
Holy sweet hearts Community Member 
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