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Who’s going to catch me when i fall
who's going to care about me at all
and i want to know who I’m going to love
when your not around
Because I’m invisible
to everybody else but you
only you saw me
you saw me through the fog and it cleared
You showed me a bright light in my dark world
now that your gone my eyes have clouded over
My world is darker than it was before
what is so wrong with me that only you saw me
No one else seemed to care if they did
And even you left me
cold and alone in the night
Do words like love mean so little
that they can quickly dissolve into hate
Or be so deeply enveloped in someone
then transferred to another in the blink of an eye
Well my eyes are going dark
no matter how hard I try I cant seem to cry
to wash away the clouds
I cant see anymore
the world is dissolving into nothing
the warmth your happiness gave me
has now turned violently cold
My body is numb
my hands are shaking
I feel nothing
there is no more happiness in me
The sweetness of your love
that once filled me with such joy
has turned bitter and sorrowful
and then tasteless
I can no longer taste the sour of a lemon
or the sweet of a grape
my mouth is dry
I can taste no love
The smell of a rose
Once my favorite flower
the flower of romance
the flower both familiar and mysterious
wonderful and sweet
is nothing now
its means nothing
nothing but heart ache
You once had filled my soul with beautiful music
now that you have gone there is only silence
I can't sing the beautiful melody we wrote together
our hearts singing out with one voice
your heart has learned a different song
and mine can no longer sing
It is quiet now
the only thing i hear is my shattered heart
and the echo of my words in this world that seems so empty without you
you are gone
gone
gone