i awake to the sounds of my own heartbeat. i bellows in my head like a pounding drum, but why do i feel this way? i look to my right and see my friend who was with me lying there..is she dead..no it cant be that, she must be unconscious...wake up..WAKE UP!!! why dont you here me. is it because my mind is not were its suppose to be?...what am i doing? i fear this time will come, and i feared this day as well. 'he' will attempt to break me from my body and make it his own. 'he' wants to destory everything that i know and cherish. my friendships, my love, my whole that makes me who i am. but why? why must 'he' taste the fruit that is know as 'destruction.' is 'he' the creature that dwells and consume the hatred that i get? the power that i use? the people i save? what makes him who he is. could it be that my b*****d of a father sealed him away, just to mock me? to show me that i was to kind to the humans he called 'cattle'. was my heart not cold enough to his liking that sealing away this creature is my punishment...? hehe, it seems that the only who can answer these questions is myself and myself alone...
Yohmei_Suras · Fri Dec 04, 2009 @ 02:27pm · 0 Comments |