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Such an interesting day!
Today has to be about like the greatest day ever. It started out a bit bad though. I ended up having trouble ironing my shirt around like midnight. I haven't even ironed a shirt in such a long time. I had to iron the shirt I wore today because today was the day I had the interview at Job Corps. I was nervous beyond all hell and everything about it as the day came. I ended up sleeping around 2am and waking up because of some strange dream I had and that was around like 4:30am. I couldn't even fall back asleep. My dream was really strange and I still don't understand it. This is pretty much what it was about:
~I had arrived at the airport terminal to get stuff of mine I guess since I landed in who knows what state or area. I am greeted by my sister Adrienne, my mom, my dad, my best friend Vanna (Brittney), and like 2 or 3 other friends I cannot recall. I was happy to see them and I guess we all headed off to McDonalds from what it seemed. Don't ask me why, I have no freaking idea why. Then My sister and I (I guess), went inside to order. After ordering, some woman came in and said her pregnant friend had like an allergic reaction to something from there, her friend soon coming in afterwards, swelled up a lot and it was kind of creepy/scary in a way. I headed out to go where my parents and friends were and my sister said to come back, saying that I was suppose to stay with her or whatever and that my parents were heading home. I still head outside and my friends are walking towards me and I head over to them. Something seemed to be wrong because when we were talking they were saying their cell phones were trying to automatically turn off even though they were fully charged. Even mine did when I went to try and use it. I don't know fully what was going on but then I soon woke up.~
Honestly I am not sure what the dream was trying to say to me. But I couldn't fall back asleep for some reason so I stayed up even though I had like an hour and a half before I had to even wake up. Around 6am I got my fiancé up and he went to shower. I showered the night before, so all I had to do was get ready. After he was out and he got us both something to drink, I was finishing up getting ready, shoes on and stuff, I had moved my hand above my cup but for some reason and some how, I hit the glass and it fell over and broke, a little glass on the small round carpet, most of the top half on the trash can, and the other piece on the floor by the trash. I had been a nervous wreck all morning and even the night before. My mind wasn't fully there and I didn't know how today would go. There was so much paper work to fill out at Job Corps. Not even kidding and the small interview part didn't happen until the very end which was after 2pm. But I did have fun talking with some of the people who were trying to join as well. I was very happy to have gotten accepted into Job Corps. In December starts the Commitment Week and probational period. After the 6 weeks of that, I will hopefully be in and all that stuff, fully. Because in some jobs they have the probational 2 week period to see if they want you for sure or whatever. But I will work hard and do my best because I do need this and I want this. I need to be doing something in my life and this is a one in a life time chance right now for me. If I didn't get this I know I would probably would have been heading home sometime soon. In ways I would love to go home and be back with my parents since I miss them so much and everything but I know now that, not only can I not because I did get accepted (doesn't mean I won't visit them, I will when have the money and the break, just not now) but this was meant to happen for me. My parents are proud of me. And I never fully heard my dad say he was proud of me but he is and compared to his usual "oh yeah" when I say "I love you daddy." He said he loved me too. It is very rare for him to say that. Makes me really happy to hear them be proud of me and stuff.
Hopefully soon enough my mom will ship me a box filled with a few boxes of Caramel Apple Lollipops and some home made pork & red chili tamales as well as some home made oatmeal cookies. I love when my mom makes stuff like that. How I want those so much. I miss her food like no tomorrow.
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