I feel like staying up all night rather than enter the awkward room. We had a bigger than needed conflict with a roommate that just seriously got way out of hand. We talked it out and like nothing was resolved cause only these insignificant things were brought up that yea, prolly meant a lot to her but were definately not the biggest things on her mind... we can tell.
I have papers due tomorrow and honestly, I don't want to do them. Pure and simple I feel lazy, wanting to blame it on this crisis. I know it affects me a lot but if I wanted to I could push through it and prolly will but maybe not.
I've got a tough decision to make. I have another friend that I am usure about. She... makes me uneasy in general.... we'll see. I'll prolly just tough it out and get over myself.
I laugh because everyone things they are growing up and that I am not. Ha! Go ahead and think that. I'll keep acting the way I want and am, if you see me so be it. If you cannot even see me get the ******** away from me. NOW
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Fragmented Self who wanders through life like a dreamer and wades through the river of dreams as though it were the only truth left in this world
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