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My Feelings
Lately I've been rapidly changing myself for my own personal benefit. It's kind of interesting how it happened so fast. But no matter how fast I change, for the better that is, I can't seem to connect well with the opposite sex in the way that I want to. Everything seems like a fast food restaurant: It must happen right now or it will never happen. Just like the fact that everyone I know and remember are in a relationship, getting out of one only to jump back into one or is just desperate for one and will settle for anyone. Even if they might not love them. To tell the truth, I can't even see myself actually dating or being with anyone. So as of now, I think I am gonna stray as far from the whole concept of trying to be with anybody while I can now. And if I continue to change for the better then I don't think that I'll need a mate that I can call love. I've been with out it for 15 years and is still going well. I'll be fine until the end; Whenever I leave my earthly bonds. Heh heh, it's just something that I find funny now. Oh well. I will continue to be the spectator of the world and see just how things turn out around me. This is going to be an interesting life lmao twisted
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