suffication, exasperation,
delusion and infusions,
luring darkness swallows me whole,
finding my light, my purpose, i'm half losing my soul.
drowning in my sorrow, wondering if i'll live through till tomorrow.
trying to rise out this black hole i call "my life",
or thinking about getting to the other world with the help of a knife.
i feel helpless, i don't know what to do,
i've lied to myself so much, i no longer know what's true.
i welcome the shadows, despise the light,
you can hate my look, hate my soul,
but i dare you to hate me with all your might.
i lose and i gain,
screaming with silent tears for someone to stop my pain...
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poetry
well its that poetry that i write...sorry if it sucks:/
im not a profesional writer>.<lol
enjoy!:D