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scarey is talking...
before we could hang up my stomach had that way too much candy feeling. this time i really was going to be sick...i ran for the sink and tried to wipe my face of the goo. as i was wiping it off my face began burning and hurting so bad my friend became sreaming what is it are you ok? hello you still there?i tried to answer him but i couldn't talk. my lips were too sticky and sealed shut. i tried more water and nothing. finally i got a spoon and pulled my lips apart. i said come now.... hurry!!! i was scared and all alone having no idea what to do or what was happening to me. i fell to the floor crying and aching from the pain as i noticed that it was only getting worse and worse. now my back was burning again and something i could not explain was happening. i could feel the burning as something was coming out of my back. i tried pulling my self up but as i did my feet and legs were covered with the stuff. i feel to the floor exhausted.as i lay there i thought i would died before i could talk to husband.i wanted desparetely to be the one to tell him the truth. how i never meant to hurt him with exposing him to this horrible pain and ending his life because of my curiousity. i couldn't talk to call him back to come home. he is exposeing other people because of me. what have i done?
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