Life throws you for a loop sometimes, and you see no end of the pain. Then along comes a ray of sun to turn it all around. My heart remains my own for the reason I am afraid of the pain. My soul damaged beyond repair all that time ago. Slowly I rebuild my heart to pick up the pieces. The solitude once welcomed, became a cancer that ate away at my entire being.
I felt myself dying, hope was lost. I willed it all to end and the end was coming fast. My end. Yet I pulled myself out of my darkness, and held myself together. Illyria shields me, she cares for my heart like it was a priceless artifact.
Even then I felt the solitude calling for me. Clawing at me once again pulling me in. This darkness calls upon me, for no reason but to ensure my demise. My heart and soul shall forever more live on.
What is this pain in my chest. These tears falling from my eyes. I feel weak and defenseless against the onslaught of emotions raging through me. They pull me in like a maelstrom would a sail-less vessel. This pain I feel why do I hurt so. My heart once cold seems to have thawed overnight.
I felt myself dying, hope was lost. I willed it all to end and the end was coming fast. My end. Yet I pulled myself out of my darkness, and held myself together. Illyria shields me, she cares for my heart like it was a priceless artifact.
Even then I felt the solitude calling for me. Clawing at me once again pulling me in. This darkness calls upon me, for no reason but to ensure my demise. My heart and soul shall forever more live on.
What is this pain in my chest. These tears falling from my eyes. I feel weak and defenseless against the onslaught of emotions raging through me. They pull me in like a maelstrom would a sail-less vessel. This pain I feel why do I hurt so. My heart once cold seems to have thawed overnight.