this journal is all about my fourm post! there will be a real one out this week sometime!
ok here is the story......
since the begining of 6th grade[last year] i have liked this guy and when he went out with my friend emily i was crushed....i felt like bursting into tears right in class....then the next day....[day of the school dance] they broke up and i felt free again....then like 4 weeks l8r he said he liked me and i was thrilled so i like taked to him all hour then at 6th hour[the next hour] emily and kelly started yelling at me for flirting with him.....so i said i wouldnt talk to him then so they would shut up and i was serious to even tho it was hard cuz ya know its always hoes b4 bos.... so they talked 2 him and evidently he was sad so at gym i asked him if i could talk 2 him and well of course he said sure so we talked and it was all good again......then friday came......my bfff sam was really mad at me tht day[different story] and said if i go out with him she wouldnt talk to me anymore[she doesnt like him] and so like after school we walked to the bus 2gether and he said tht sam said he should ask me out so i told him what she told me and then i said i dont care what she thinks anymore....then the weekend came.....the next week sam and i werent mad anymore.....so she asked him out 4 me.....then she got mad again for a really stupid reason.....but then we were friends the next week of course.....but the day we started going out was the day of our band concert....after he hugged me and i was happy......and stuff..... then thursday wa sthe day of the dance and i couldnt wait to dance with him...but knowing me i was sooooooo shy....and other people dance with him and i was sad.......cuz he was my freaking bf not theirs! but then after the dance it was time for christmas break.......time passes.......after break we saw eachother and 3 weeks l8r i was tired of people teasing me or whatever about us ao i broke up with him and the second i did i felt like i was gonna cry again......i loved him so much....he wnt out with jill.....other friend....to get me jealous and i was......and sad.....but now its 8 months past and i want him back.....please read&comment my journals and fourm posts they wont be this long i promise XD
 YourBabiiXX · Thu Sep 24, 2009 @ 03:46am · 0 Comments |
