days gone by
by: D347l-l l-lun73r5
days have gone by as i grew up not knowing those around me. freinds came and gone, but never really got to know them. a charade is what life is. I wake up and put on my mask, not wanting people to know the real me, pretending to be some one i'm not is easier to live through live. days have gone by but i don't get close to others, until i met her. i never talked to her , i never even said hi. i just watched her from a far during school, never had the courage to talk to her. I let my chance to talk with her slip through my fingers. the one person i would have shown my true self and shatter the mask i wear has gone and left my life. i should have told her how i felt but i was to afraid of how she felt about me. days have gone by, regretting never even saying hi to the girl in my thoughts. i let my chance slip through my fingers. now i have through the mask away and now i get to know people, now i let my self get close to others, in hopes of seeing the girl some day so that i can tell her how i feel. days have gone by, with out realizing that my chance gad past, regretting never telling her how i felt. but from it i learned to show my true self to others in hopes of seeing her again some day. i have told a hand full of my friends and they support me in trying to find the girl thats in my thoughts. they tell me to go after her and tell her how i fell. days have gone by since i last saw her, not knowing if she m oved, died , or what ever happened to her. I will never stop searching for that girl but days have gone by since i last saw her and days have gone by since i started to regret not telling the girl that is in my thoughts that i liked her.
shin zikaku · Tue Sep 15, 2009 @ 12:20am · 0 Comments |