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The sides of me no one else knows but me
well...more than likely, this journal will either shock you or just confirm your suspisions :/
i cant believe what i've found...it seems too good to be true. he's an angel from God i swear...there's no way he could be anything but that. he completes me in every way, he showed me how to love life, and he catches me when i fall. come what may, he is always there. he is the one who holds my heart. he is the one who carries my soul in the palm of his hand. the life i had before seems so far gone. i can finally show the true me again and know he's right there beside me; not standing in front of or behind me. he's offered me everything he has to give, but all i want is him, not what he has. his heart is that of the purest intentions. he loves me for me, not who i am not. he's the one i run to, my breath, my life, my everything. he is the one who inspires me on the darkest of days and the coldest of nights. he is my muse, my inspiration to live. with him, i am new, i am still me, but new. he makes me want to be a better person everyday. the changes i have are for the better. i thought i had love before, but now i know what true requitted love is. he is my sunshine in winter, my rain in the summer, saving me from everyone; including myself. nothing anyone can say could make me love him less. i love him to the point where i think that if i were to love him anymore, my heart should burst! He's my best friend, my constant companion, my lover. though we are far apart right now, soon we shall be together and then nothing can tear us apart. a great poet once said, "distance make the heart grow fonder." and i'll be damned if he wasnt right. the more i anticipate the future, the slower time goes, but i fall more and more in love with him everyday. through good times and bad, sickness and health; that doesnt apply just to marriage (because believe me....not a "marriage person" wink it has to do with the deep, lasting love you have for another person. it wasnt just fate that we were to meet....no, it was more. i feel it was partially of God's plan. and maybe i'm wrong but i have no idea how else to explain this new love. this emotion of such greatness that the word "love" in and of itself is not enough for its description. I live for him and i'll be right there beside him, forever and for always.

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Kouzan Tokai
Community Member
commentCommented on: Fri Oct 02, 2009 @ 03:29pm
Hey Laicee, this made me cry a little when i read it first, then i had to re-read it. It was...stunning. This is Aaron, Ardolf and Kouzan are both of my accounts.

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