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Today i went to school, Passed my Algebra test with a perfect score (YES!), and signed up for Art and Creating Writing club. 8D Fun. I'll be occupied now. ^w^
In my freshman Seminar class today, we were talking about our obsessions and how that can affect our life. Mr. Puryear said to write down your obsession(s), so i wrote down Micah (lol) and Fine Arts. He explained how our obessessions are actually hurting us.
For Boyfriend/Girlfriend type obsessions, he said:
"When you're obsessed over your boyfriend/girlfriend, it makes them less attracted to you. They know you love them, you don't have to remind them all the time. Just take a step back, and let life go on as it had when you were single, but don't shut them out completely. You can still stay in a serious relationship, without being a psycho about it. You can also be spontanious every once in a while, but don't be like, looking around the corner at them all the time, asking who they're talking to, wondering where they are all the time, or getting stressed out when they don't contact you. Things come up that can prevent them from contacting you, it doesn't mean they don't love you. I'm sure they're in love with you, something just came up. it's nothing horrible, don't let your imagination get a hold of you. They love you, don't worry, and this is why Girlfriend/Boyfriend type obsessions are not something you wanna base your life around. Relationships come and go-" And that's where I raised my hand and said
"Yea Mr.Puryear, but Micah and I are different, and we're gonna last. As long as i change for him. I'm working on it now Sir, I'm sure if I change for him he'll love me again"
And then the class awwwww'd XD.
It really opened my eyes though.
I'm that creepy girlfriend from movies that no one wants to talk to. Haha yippy for me... But I feel worse for Micah. I've never actually acted this way until I started dating micah, which makes me feel even worse. Poor Guy.
Oh well, I'm gonna change. When he gets back on Labor Day, I'll be a better girlfriend to him. (still me.. but better)

I love you Micah, and I'd do anything to be everything you want me to be Sweetheart.
I miss you, and can't wait to see you in October.