I've been living for 21 years = 7,851 days = 188,424 minutes = 11,309,040 seconds....
It has taken me two years of brooding to write another entry in my online journal, but I see it as just. It troubles me to find myself at a crossroads of lack luster in my life. Nothing shines as brightly anymore, nothing attracts my attention that long anymore, nothing I eat satisfies my hunger like it used to, Your family is not as loving or cheerful anymore, Though with all of this ...it is just part of growing up. Everything loses its luster, the only problem with me is that is started when I was 15.
Now I am down to a diminished smiled, and a scowl that makes other think of me as damaged goods, which I am not, or I think I'm not...Damn I hope not.
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IS LIFE A PUZZLE THAT IS MENT TO BE SOVLED
Ki surrounds me,
It's current ever flowing like the dance of an endless waltz.
Forever turning,
I am Ki, the energy of life and Life is
KASUL-RAHUL
It's current ever flowing like the dance of an endless waltz.
Forever turning,
I am Ki, the energy of life and Life is
KASUL-RAHUL
R.I.P
Lt. Col.(ret) Joseph (Joe/Dad/Pops) C. Dortch
January 13, 1958 - October 24, 2014
January 13, 1958 - October 24, 2014
Lydia (Moms/Mumsy) B. Dortch
May 29, 1958 - June 9, 2020
May 29, 1958 - June 9, 2020