Ok, so my coach! He is so awesomely random sometimes! Today.. he was goign through a magazine I had bought telling me how I should cut my hair and how I should wear my make up, and then tells me I should wear thick glasses cos they would look good on me or something! Then he proceeds to go get his own glasses and demand I use them alot and take them with me to QLD and all for the photo shoot with the PJ-10 team! Haha, not that that photo shoot will involve anything out of helmets and lycra suits! Haha later on in the day at the shops, he even catered for me to get to a cosmetics shop to buy some make up so I could practice!! Haha, he is all like "You need PINK!!! Pink and black on the eyes!!!" Haha thats when I started to get worried! Haha.. I’m more an earthy colors girl! Anyways, later on... I was practicing doing my eyes and all.. and he is all like "noooo ur doing it wrong... no smoky eyes... u need pink!" haha, by the end of it I was so nerved off I was about to just let him have a go at doing my make up! Haha.... plus, I hardly ever wear make up.. it all started cos of that bloody magazine! And I think the woman in the shop sold me a foundation too light for my skin! Ill have to get another one that is darker or something! Grrrrr!
Anyways... today he let me eat more bread! I am so happy! At the shops he let me eat like a kind of sub thing with tomato, cheese and egg! No meat though, so I had to ask for the bacon to be taken out! Also... wait for it... he let me drink ORANGE JUICE! OMG so good! Haha!
I still have a lot of work to do though if I want to get to matching the weights to what I am and what I am telling him I am! I have about .5 of a kg to lose till I match it! But its sooo hard! In the night I get the biggest cravings... and I attack the ice cream in the fridge! So bad! And today, just now.. I ate the king sized time out that I had been saving as a reward for when I matched weights! Darn my weaknesses! Why cant I be more strong mentally! Grrr but the cravings... The more I am NOT allowed to eat bad things... the more I want them! Ak! Why is weight loss so hard! Geeze, and I'm not even doing it for vanity.. its just for my sport! I have to be lighter! Gah! Mind you, I don’t mind looking a tad thinner! ^^ It's nice to look better in some of the clothing I am wearing!
Its also bad cos he has been letting me rest more now to recover for the time trials that are coming p! meaning that I am not exercising as much and not burning off as much carbs! So the more I sneak, the less I am burning off cos of not doing as much carb burning through exercise! But its ok... eventually i'll start really hard again! I hope! After the time trials when i think I can go home... I'll do a hell of a lot more cycling at the gym and stuff! Id run... but I have to spare the knee that keeps playing up!
Anyhoo.... its getting past my bed time! So i'll stop my ramble in get my sore, tired, sorry arse to bed! Gah... I just KNOW I’m going to attack the ice cream again! Its already on my mind! WHY AM I SOOOO WEAK!!!
Cos it tastes soooooo goood! GRRRRR
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 Lexei_Sampedro · Wed Aug 12, 2009 @ 02:52pm · 0 Comments |
