Here I sit look aimlessly into nothing feeling my free will being taken from me by my own stupidity letting another control me. my heart breaks into pieces cause the one I love hurts me emotionally; he doesn't understand cause he's emotionless to everything to protect himself from his parents evil doings. Oh how I wish to break free from this misery that surrounds me with bitter old people always yelling and putting the blame on everyone else besides themselves.
Living here I feel my sanity slowly slipping away with the wind only leaving little pieces behind to remind me of what I used to be; making me see the real reality of depression choking my soul that wants to be set free instead of shackled and bound, struggling. The only hope that keeps me going is a holy light in the distant, calling to me; telling me to be strong and to have courage and faith. Until I slowly fall asleep and find in my dreams sweet bliss and harmony that fills my soul with peace.
· Thu Jul 09, 2009 @ 09:36am · 0 Comments