Anyways, lately I've been going through some ups and downs. There are to many negative people in my life, and I just can't take it any more, and when I feel people are pushing me to my limit I snap, and I can't hold back what I feel. It's series of events that made me an emotional wreck. But I thank Haileigh she was my first stepping stone to letting me pour my heart out to anyone who listens, and now I can't keep them bottled up as easily. And it's so frustrating I hate complaining to my friends, and that's why I try not to, but Steph, and Katie get the full load of my crap, and I don't wish to put my load on top of theirs, It pisses me off to surround myself with people that can't see what they have, and make it sound that it's so terrible to be them. Heck, I can't stand being around anyone, and then I also can't stand being by myself,I'm such a hypocrite that way. What are friends anyways?
Katie: I wouldn't be the way I am right now if I never met you?
Me: What do you mean? : (
Katie: I wouldn't be happy. : ) In a way you were the one that made me stop hating myself.
Stephanie Gannon: You need to stop apologizing to me.
I don't mind if you cry on my shoulder.
That's what friends are for.
I love you & you know I will always be here for you Foodle.
Stay strong & keep your head up : ] ♥
Reap:don't get abducted
Me: Lol no one would want to abduct me anyways. So no worries there.
Reap: be careful anyway i wouldn't want anything to happen!
I love you guys. : )
If I had to choose a song about how I'm feeling right now, it would have to be False Pretense. Enjoy. ; ) You can tell me what mood I'm in, and how I'm feeling.
False Pretense lyrics
Oh, it's time to let it go
The world's got a funny way of turning 'round on you
When a friend tries to stab you right in the face
Losing faith in everything I thought I hoped I knew
Don't sweat it, {it was} set on false pretense
Betrayed but not gonna be willing to change
And it doesn't seem likely to fade
Betrayed but not gonna be willing to change
Cu-cu-cu-cuz you know...
It's sacrifice
False pretense you'll hurt again
Stop pretending to deny
False pretense you'll hurt again
All along you know you thought you got the best of me
{But} you were wrong and I'm laughing right in your face
I cannot believe you claimed you were my family
Don't sweat it - it's set on false pretense
Betrayed but not gonna be willing to change
And it doesn't seem likely to fade
Betrayed but not gonna be willing to change
Cu-cu-cu-cuz you know...
It's sacrifice
False pretense you'll hurt again
Stop pretending to deny
False pretense you'll hurt again
Oh, it's time to let it go
I can't seem to understand it how you turned out to be so cold
You tried but were caught red handed, are you happy with your role?
It's funny to me how you've turned into such a joke...
It's sacrifice
False pretense you'll hurt again
Stop pretending to deny
False pretense you'll hurt again
So play the game until you run out
And play the game into my hand xd
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