I'm not going to lie. It's feel refreshing to be able to cry about him so calmly and naturally. I didn't force it upon myself and it just flowed. It hurts but doesn't it always with any of them? Lawlz. I can be such a sweetheart, espeically once someone is gone. It's like you don't know what you have until it's gone only I pretty much know what I have... I just am never sure if I want it that bad... then I learn once it is gone how precious it was to me. Then again... I don't know how much we can really trust those kind of feelings because when we recollect on things they often feel better than they really were or are. True fact.
I am going to play KH or KH2 tonight/this morning. Not sure which one at this point. I really want to finally beat KH but... I don't want to do it on my old file... I dunno -shrugs-
Right now I am trying to get farther in Eureka Seven. I am about episode 20 right now. It is really good but heavy. It's got a lot of mushy s**t that just makes me hungry... odd. My stomach reacts to romance... and not in that binging sort of way. I eat good s**t... most of the time. Lawlz. I am craving chocolate a bit right now.. ^^" I haven't had any yet though. We
ll see how long that holds out on me.
I'm kind of upset right now. I wanted to be in a class and they are saying I don't meet the requiremnets... but I do T>T well, not entirely but I do a bit! They are saying I haven't taken a class that I have taken.... which is irritating to say the least. Ah well... we'll see.
I like sitting here. It's peaceful but not in my mind ^^
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Fragmented Self who wanders through life like a dreamer and wades through the river of dreams as though it were the only truth left in this world
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