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My Special thought.
Here I write things I feel like need to be put on here. It's that simple.
The Third Wheel
The Third wheel

Is it obvious I hide it?
Hide every thing I feel?
The way I want to cry
And scream and shout for someone to do something.

Sometimes I can't stand it.
The way people hold onto each other
When I have nothing.
Friends are not enough.
I want love that last forever
My heart aches for it.
I can't stand it.

I hear my heart breaking every time I see people holding onto one another
Kissing, hugging, laughing
I can't laugh with them.
It wouldn't make sense.
It wouldn't be the same.

Words repeat to me.
"You'll find him."
But when?
I feel my life slipping out of my hands as I get older.
Each passing second wasting away before my eyes.

I want to cry but it wouldn't change anything.
Who would hold me?
Who's willing to give my love a try?

People only see the outside first before they see the inside.
Others think my outside is not good to look at.
My friends tell me that I'm beautiful and gorgeous.
But it's only my inside.
Not my outside.

How long will it take?
How long can I handle before I give up and stop trying?
I don't want to live alone.
I want to love.

I want to love someone until my heart wants to erupt.
I want to love until I want to shout it to the world.
Wanting to love someone who loves me back
And will hold me until the cows come home.
Wanting to love more than I can handle.

"Good things come to those who wait."
I hate that saying.


This was written awhile ago so don't think I'm supper emo or anything.





 
 
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