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dj_takuya
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The End is...
"While You Loved Me-Rascal Flatts"

Never truly a closed door. As writers we know this best. After the curtain drops and the final bows have come, we know there is more story to tell. But we tell the most interesting, the most relevant part. And so I shall do so now.

We decided this week that it's just not right anymore. But we're both leaving this behind from an emotionally mature standpoint. We both feel that it's right, and I have to say. It's not easy to let go, but when the other lets go of their heart, you can't hold on, it just causes more heartbreak. Seems she found someone else who provides what she needs. I say, good for her.

I got an important lesson today in friendship. For the first time, I've seen God. I don't mean I had a glorious appearing, but I've felt his love through my friends today. They said some things that hurt to hear, but I feel that they were divinely inspired things. I feel like today was important to my spiritual growth.

I realized exactly who people see me as, and how that relates to who I want them to see me as. I want them to see someone who honestly has something to share with them that's worth their time. They see someone who is well-intentioned, but pushy; someone who seeks to sort of influence his friends in such a way as to almost control them. I want them to see someone who helps when he is asked, not forces himself on others when they aren't willing.

This made me realize that I will one day be the kind of person I want to be if I give my life to the Lord in a complete way, leaving nothing out, keeping no aspirations or efforts for my own plans, but instead relying upon him wholly and completely everyday. If I do this, I am sure that Heavenly Father's presence in my everyday life will simply allow me a peace and way of life not afforded any other way.

And the divorce does not affect how I feel about Him, and how I choose to love Him, trust Him, praise Him, and always believe in Him as my personal redeemer and counselor. I have made the decision that my life belongs solely to make Him happy, and I know that by doing that, I can make others happy, too.

Sincerely,
Peter




 
 
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