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my life in a nutshell the good the bad everything
sad missing my bf soooo bad
gazing at the computer hoping praying wishing youd sign on knowing you wont i try to blink away the tears staring at the gray clouds feel as though i will be swallowed by them they look so sad like me listening to sad music missing you more my love i miss you more then words can say i cant reach you and it hurts knowing soon we will be together i try to smile but the pain hurts so bad righnow im missing your voice missing your face missing you can you feel me my love can you feel my love and sadness how can i do this im not strong you think i am but im not i need you yet your so far away and i cant rach you praying in the hotel you think of me and know how much i love you this torture is so much to bare i feel like crying i never got to say goodbye cryied my eyes out all morning because i never got to tell you how much i love you and goodbye to you and that id see you in 4 weeks and that pain kills me where is the girl you think i am the strong brave girl but you dont see how weak i am you are the glue that keeps me together i feel so alone so empty rightnow every passing day will hurt until 4 weeks when i can be with you i wish it was now i want this feeling to go away i could bare it when i could see you on cam or hear your voice but now that i cant it hurts more then you ever know i wish you could be here with me or me with you until we can be together i will cry every tear for you i love you babe

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