One of my most horrible fears just happened to me;
I cut myself with a nail.
To me that is one of the scariest things that can happen mostly because I am extremely and irrationally afraid of the disease tetanus.
I'm shaking at the thought of it right at this moment.
I washed my wound, applied hydrogen peroxide, and sealed it with a bandage, but I can barely move my body.
It is so numb with fear.
As I did the normal procedure of preventing infections and treating wounds, I recalled something from long ago.
I remembered doing these steps time and time again when I was small by myself.
After a moment, I knew why.
When I was little, I used to purposefully injure myself because I liked the sight of blood.
Even back then I was a freak.
· Mon Jun 15, 2009 @ 06:59am · 0 Comments