i am realy in love... i have been talkin to someone for 8 months almost nine and i think i know what love is now... i think that im so in love that i have grown pathetic... at least thats how i feel... pathetic... i feel like i wanna be wit her for every waking moment ... i have done so much for her but i havent done enough... iv been patient with her but i feel very impatient... i feel like i dont give her enough space i feel im always bothering her and bugging her... she says im not though... when my mind starts thinking i think she lies to make me feel better ... i dont know... is love suppose to be this hard... this want i have feels more like a need... i need to know what to do i feel that i have become so love struck that i dont want it to ever leave me... i dont know how i could handle any pain if it had to come to me... i feel alone until i talk to her... I .. I just want to be with her... i love her so much... you may laugh or feel sorry for me and i understand... i would understand if she just doesnt wanna be with me anymore i would understand if she doesnt wanna talk... because the love i have feel like if she wants to make her own choices let her... iv heard someone say if you really love someone always put them before your self... thats what i been doin and still am... i just wanted to speak from me heart... if there is anything you wanna say go ahead and say it... i love you yuki...
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