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9/11... I think that's what started it. There were horrible events before it, but that was the big land mark for me. Since then there was the tsunami that shifted the world's environment. There's also that family that was slaughtered by their father. They never deserved what they got. How bout Nick Barron? A guy in my own school dies... When does that happen? Never has before. Getting closer and closer to home I've got a few more personal things. My churched burned down this Monday. There was an electrical fire and the place is destroyed beyond repair. Insurance will cover the expences for the most part... But dude, my church burned down. My father has been having some seemingly neuralogical problems, weekening of his left arm, leg pains, ect. He's got an MRI and will be getting the results soon. My relationship with a few friends, namely Stephanie, has gone down the dumper... I don't blame her, you shouldn't either... Nor do I blame myself, it's just something that happens... It's in the shitter and I can't seemingly do anything about that. And just now, today, my father was on the highway and almost died in a car crash. Something involving a board of wood imparing his vision. He didn't crash thanks be to God... But he couldn't see for long enough to crash... The board itself could've certainly killed him had it broke his windshield. I see all this bad stuff... The war in Iraq, North Korea and their bombs, relationship issues between couples, friends of mine... Hell... So much bad crap. Never has there ever been so much crap like this. There's something wrong. Something way wrong... And I don't know what that is. I've listed some stuff I've seen... But this is certainly not all that's happened... Not even close. Let's see what the future holds.