The last day of school is passed. No more will I wake in the morning and ready myself for high-school. The day passed with a strange sort of surrealism. It's almost hard to believe, my entire life is a compilation of school attendance. The things I know are accredited to the routine existence of school, and now that's gone. I wonder if my knowledge too will abandon me, though I highly doubt it. Pity I have no plans, I really don't know what to do with myself now. I suppose I will treat the summer as I have in the past, as a time for leisure and fun, but when the fall comes, I imagine I will feel a sense of loss, akin to the feeling I had when I no longer had math. That small change was somewhat of a blow, having taken math classes for my entire school career, it was awkward and queer to no longer have them. My routine was shattered then, it'll be curious to see how I take the loss of school as a whole. I always hated that place, whatever place I happened to be going to, but now I guess I liked not going mainly because I did go. Maybe now that it is gone I will miss it, but I can't really see that happening, I am just fresh from being there. I still feel like I hated it quite a bit, but I will have to wait and see how I feel in the future. Maybe I will regret not doing more in school while I had the chance, everyone says I will. I decided not to attend my graduation ceremony, but instead to just pick up my diploma from the school afterward. Maybe I should start thinking about what I should do, I could try for some type of college degree. It would have to be something that actually interests me though, and I don't want to spend a long a** time doing more schooling, so where does that leave me? I guess I will just have to see how things go and make the decision when it is forced upon me, like I do with everything else.
· Thu Jun 04, 2009 @ 09:27am · 0 Comments