It seems like yesterday, but it is about a month and a quarter since my dad died. The family is still feeling the effects of it, but it's not as bad as it has....or is it? Now I'm really starting to question why life is granted to everyone. Humanity disgusts me completely to the point where it seems pointless for them to even exist. I don't understand how America is considered free when it's really a secret communism. The government controls all. You don't have the freedom to worship what ever you want the way you want. Now it' confined to your own home. Christmas isn't Christmas anymore, it's Holiday. Criminals aren't punished the way they should. I could go out and shoot a random person on the street and get away with it with a few months of probation. A child can be kiddnapped, beaten, raped, molested, and then murdered and the criminal(s) who did it would get away with life in prison. What's the point in making humans when they are the most disgusting creatures on this planet. WHY GOD? WHY??? I'm starting to wonder if there is a Holy entity to worship and believe that he could give you at least a pinch of happiness in our miserable lives. Were we this fowl in nature from the start of evolution? What did come first...the chicken, or the egg? What's the point in finding the nature of a black hole if nobody will listen? What's the point in reasoning when no one will listen to reason? What's the point in logic when there is no common sense or morals? We may have built the largest man made structures of the world, but in reality we are the scum beneath the feet of the real titans. We think we are god's when there is something we can't see out there that can kill us within seconds or hours. It is disease. Disease is what kills humanity whether it be mental or physical/lifestyle. No matter how far you run, you'll never get away from the fetid flesh of the diseased. There is no more kindness within the human soul. Hell, we are killing ourselves. What's the use in caring anymore when it's just you that's caring and the others just walk pass. You could help the fallen man/woman on the road, but how much of a difference would that make? Are you willing to follow the large current of crowds flowing in one direction, or are you willing the take the grassy unmolested path that very few have taken? Is it worth the effort just to feel that simple feeling of self purpose, or could it be easily ignored? Was is it that fate has in store for us? Why is it that life its self is letting us kill ourselves and the world around us slowly? Is this two many questions for you? I thought so. Too busy to answer, or is it that you don't care? Do you have a sensible answer to give me, or is it just one of the religious scramble of words that you just through to the dog that is me, just to see if I'll hungrily take it? I may be an animal starving for answers, but nothing could tempt me that easily. Try again: Why is life the way it is, and why is it worth it?
Still don't have a sensible answer for me? Well, I'll give you my hypothesis. A theory cannot be made unless multiple tests have proven that it is possible, therefore...it is a hypothesis. Life is the way it is because that is the way it is. It is worth it...because...well...that will remain unanswered by me. I still have to figure it out myself. Life has mutated into an organism so foul that some refuse to go through with it any longer. It is the way it is, because we have fed it with the rot of our sympathy, morals, logic, and empathy towards others. We are nothing but cold walking shells of half witted beings that cannot understand why life is the way it is. It's right in front of our noses, and yet 99.999% of us refuse to see it, or we are just too stupid and dim-witted to care. The small percentage that have suddenly realized their insecurity and stupidity have suddenly come up with the questions, but that doesn't seperate us from the 99.999% of us. Suppose we never figure out the answer to life's long lost riddle. Is it better to live in the dark of naiveness and not know why life is the way it is, and live in question, or is it better to know the reason and live life already knowing why and giving up on a quest. Is it the questions that keep us ticking? Maybe, maybe not.
Calypsoa_Tiel Community Member 
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