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Drown Myself in Music


["Love is so painful; I want to run away"]
{Help...me...please...}
[Don't ever...ever...ignore me; Don't ever...ever..leave me]

Exactly what does "ILY" mean.. [iloveyou/ilikeyou/iloatheyou]?
preferably [iloveyou]


" When you talk to someone else, it hurts.
When you ignore me, I suffer.
When you look at someone else, I get scared and I feel hopeless.
When you don't talk to me, I don't know what you think anymore.

When I think of you, nothing else appears in my mind.
When I wish of talking to you, my mind goes berserk.
When I wish for you to look or even glance at me, I think you forget about me.
When I wait for you to talk to me, I'm patient and would do anything for you to even speak one word towards me; negative or positive.

Why won't you talk to me; just one word would be fine. Why.. I wish so much for you to talk to me.. What am I doing wrong..

[Do.. you hate me or do you like another person..that would hurt me, with the same pain as dying from a stab of a knife in my heart?]

Please..don't hate me, thats the only thing I don't want you to act towards me..please..

Talk to me..please.. don't like someone else..."



Maybe..I should quit this... its too painfull..

Ignore me and I'll kill you. ^^ and don't scare me like that.. crying





iNNoCeNcExxx
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