If I heard that from someone, I'd be happy.

In fact, anyone. Does that make me desperate? Maybe. Doesn't bother me anymore though.

Finding life is easier to live if I just focus on a day or two, the immediate. Anything beyond, I get kinda scared nothing will happen. My imagination stops as soon as I think about my future. Everything else, its limitless.

I don't wanna be alone, but maybe I should just prepare for it anyways. Been alone for most of my life anyways, whats wrong with 40 or more years?