Beauty does not exist . . .
Okay so, I'm not sure what to make this journal entry. Should it be private or let the world see? Josh doesn't look at them anymore . . . sad I don't think he likes me anymore, either. cry I miss talking to him all the time. I wish I could see Billy. Life is just sad right now. But hey, I think a guy (Matthew Smith) at my school likes me and I sorta like him. smile But it still doesn't fill all the voids. sad I feel really bad because of Cody. He's just so sad now because I'm going out with Billy. It makes me feel like a total b***h. sad Should I dump Billy? Should I stay with him? What should I do! xp I want my life to be happy and all of my friends to get along again. It seems like whenever I become friends with one of Josh or Cody's friends (or when I first met them) then they hate each other. Now that really makes me feel bad. Why can't everyone just get along for once?
. . .Because everything is beauty
