Today was another one of those days. I was busy all day, and yet when I look back I come to find not much had been accomplished. I guess its okay cause I didn't spend it sleeping. Planning for the wedding is going know where. . . I am sad I am not home because this means people from my 'life story' cant make it to whats the second most important dedication of my life. I guess in the end its not the small things that matter, however its the larger picture. Its live, love, joy and happiness. I am still in this confusing darkness but I think i feel myself pulling out if it in a small way. I know something is wrong, or bothering me and till I fix it I wont be okay. I have to build the courage to do so however. Courage is something that I have always lacked.
· Tue Apr 14, 2009 @ 05:38am · 0 Comments