I'm sorry everyone. I have been very bad to myself. I know that I shouldnt but I am.
Please forgive me. I Love you all.
There are a lot of things that I have been doing are, cutting...alot, I have choked myselfself with my chains, and maby some other stuff.
Im have been extreamly depressed, and Im not sure why.
I'm sorry, about everything.
I love you all. For give me.. . . . .
Here's whats been going on lately...
Well, you all know how depressed and s**t I get and how I cope with it...cutting,
About a day or two ago, my mother decides that she wants to 'clean my room' while I'm at school. I had no idea about it..When I got home, i was home alone. I whant to my room and saw it was cleaner than usual. So I get pissed off.
I chck the place that I normally keep my "naughty things" and EVERYTHING is GONE!
So I get really mad and start crying. I through stuff around the room and punch the walls. Then I whent to the kitchen and I grabed a knife and cut the hell out of my arm.
After a while I relax and grab a phone, go out to the car and I call Jordan, to help me calm down. It helped a little.
I get off with him and I call Harley, but none picked up. I tink that I may have then tried to call Ashley, but maby not.
I called JB's house and I talked to Micajah for a bit then called back Jordan.
Then when my parents got home They actedas if nothing ever happened.
Yeah, so thats some of the s**t thats been going on....I may post more later....
· Wed Nov 23, 2005 @ 02:19pm · 0 Comments