I feel like such an idiot.
It's really not fair at all.
I promised myself never again.
But as usual I suck at keeping an iron will against anything.
... I kind of somewhat want to cry...

-siiiigghhh, bangs her head against the wall-

Stupid girl...

Stupid stupid girl...

Just thinking about how this is surely going to end up depresses me.

... I also have a bad craving to watch Phantom of the Opera suddenly...