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A Cold Heart Lost In Darkness
When your heart is lost in a deep pool of darkness it feels like theres no return. I used to be that way. I was lonely and depressed and felt unloved. I felt like a nobody. I cried myself to sleep every single night and no one knew. I was lost for so long and there felt like no return. I was very sad and an even better word for it was misarable. I knew I had to be strong and hold it in. I didn't want anybody to know about it. I thought if I held it in then everything would be better but I was very wrong. By holding in my misery I made things worse. I will not speak the reasons for my saddness. Its too much but I will say this, I have been down that horrible path of saddness,misery, and lonliness and I surely don't plan to go back. The one that helped me find my way back into the light was Edward, my boyfriend. He made me feel special and realize that I am a somebody. When I met him its like the old me came back to life. Its like I was born all over again.

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