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SInce Nascar Angels thingds just seem to be getting worse...
I cant talk to my best friend how I used to cuz his phone is broke which really sucks a** cuz ive really needed him latly...
Luckily my aunt had her surgery and is doing great^^
Ive had a lot of sleepless night worrying about diffrent things...
Wondering if im wasting my life, If im a good enough friend, student, daughter, sister....
Ive alos been missing my Grandma, R.I.P, alop latly and it just really hurts inside...
Its so hard to be going threw this and not have someone I can litterily cry on...
sure I have my parents but theres some things I dont want to go to them aboout....
And ofcourse I has My bestist friend whose helped me threw so much and I love him dearly^^
He continues to help me more then I can even begin to discribe...
I could be crying my eyes out and his say something and ill smile and feel warm inside...
If only there wasnt a 2000 mile gap between us.....*sigh*
Now the ******** a.P. at my schools being a d**k XP just what I needed....
Well thats it for now I guess.... ttyl.....