I'm going to keep this as short as possible.
I have friends worried about me and all I can say is the following:
I'm taking hold of my own life. I'm taking this huge board with all it's decorations and past and allowing myself to erase some things from that board.
I'm going to be repainting my life and starting on the path I think is best for me.
No matter what, I'm going to do my damnedest to keep my happy mask on and never let the filth of the world get to me again. I'm sick of betrayal. I'm sick of lies.
Be here or don't be here for me. I'm not letting anyone take mid ground for their own convenience. I need people to be there in my life because I can't handle instability in a place where stability is the foundation of all relationships.
I also need to get the hell away from what has been dragging me down in life and get to where I can see the light again.
No matter what, I'm going to do my best and no one will stand in my way.
Never again will I allow myself to be backed up against the wall and intimidated. No longer will I watch as people step all over me.
This is my life and my hopes and dreams are riding on my wings. I'm going to fly - just you watch.
SakuraLanee-Shinsei Community Member 
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