I had the chance to shut my eyes.
To never live in this world again.
I had a chance to make it stop.
To make it less painful.
I had the chance to stop my breath.
To never take from someone's lips ever again.

Why didn't I take that chance?
I didn't take that chance because everyone said my life would get better.
They said it has to get worst before it gets better.
Well I've waited almost Sixteen years for it to get better.
Why isn't it better yet?

I had the chance to end this nighmare.
I had the chance to stop my pain.
I had the chance to kill myself.
I had the chance to make it all go away.

I've lost my chance and I want it back.
Waiting for it to get better is a waste of time.
Working for it to get better is a waste of time.
Give me my chance back.
Give me my chance back to make it all end.