I recall that day so clearly in my mind. Not because that day was the first that I spent at Wammy's house... No, I recall it because it was when I first met Mello.
I do believe I was about seven back then. I was seven and he was 9... When I first saw him for some reason I couldn't breathe correctly or even think clearly. It was as if cupid's bow had hit me right through the heart... Or perhaps in another place... That was the first time I have ever felt... that feeling. Lust.
At first glance I did not think he was a boy. I mean, he could have very well passed for a girl don't you think? Well anyway, because I was so naive I walked up to him and... I kissed him. I thought nothing of it and apparantly neither did Mello. He seemed surprised but not disgusted. I pulled away just in time before Roger had turned back to our direction. I think my naivity, even after Mello told me he was a boy, enabled me to feel... love. Love for the very first time, and I want this feeling to never, ever go away. That would be... Horrible if it ever were to... I love Mello too much to let him go... However there are other priorities occupying me.
The Kira Case. This is what I am going to solve, for the sake of L. For the sake of mine and Mello's future together. I love him and I always will. Now and forever.
iiNateRiver · Mon Mar 02, 2009 @ 11:39pm · 0 Comments |