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well .. i desided 2 call my ex gf / firend... seen here (age 16) i hadnt talked 2 her in 2 months (since we broke up) things just started 2 fall apart .... it pained her 2 talk 2 me then we had one final im conversation ... she told me ..y she broke up with me..which was ... since she never actually met me (we lived 3500 miled apart)... how could we be in love ..... that hardest thing was was wen she told me she wanted nothing 2 do with me nemore .... i could understand that due 2 all the feelings we shared over that 1 year 3 months and 21days ...she told me 2 4get about her ... this is going 2 be really hard 4 me..cause i would of gave my life 4 her .... i would of sacrificed myself 2 her ... but i hav 2 be strong ... she always told me i deserved better ... i never believed that untill yeaterday ... but its hard ... wen u think uve had the best ull ever do...its hard 2 find sum1 that can exceed them ...but im gonna keep trying 2 find true love ...in whatever form it may take ... whomever it may be ...

Posted by: Lilliana Yvierine Mon Nov 07, 2005 @ 12:27pm

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Timeless Aqua
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Commented on: Wed Nov 09, 2005 @ 02:43pm


	awwww.... well u should start off with findin somone u know in real life... that u can go visit and stuff and accually spend time with! i know u loved her but well it was just a relationship over the computer from wut u tell us. and when they type kisses do u accually feel it the warmness of her lips to your... NO!!! so good luck with findin a real girl u'll spend time with!!