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Well not really depression per say. But I've noticed alot of my friends if not almost all of them are reaching a rather depressing mood. I mean we laugh and stuff but the tone is more sad then usuall. Lots of things have changed in this last year and I guess it's all just adding together and were stressed. I've personnaly been getting my old friend enziaty attacks back again, oh how I missed it stare And accorse that's due to the amount of stress were getting. But I find that since were all sad it kinda makes things sader. To be honest the only reason I have some smiles left is probably because I can talk to Jose every night and I always feel so much better. But it's a different storie i suppose while I'm at school, the stress is there and it comes home with us after school in most shapes test, projects and homework that will take at least 5 hours to do one thing like math for example. I really don't know what to do anymore, I'm trying to be happy and everything, but I think it pisses some poeple off knowing that someones happyer then them. But really I'm just trying to get some smiles sweatdrop I know times change and we have no choice but to follow the system. But I don't think this is the direction any of us want to go. I really don't belive that. We all have goals and hell I know some of them seem untouchable, you've told me, and I've been listening, but you guys have so much potential, I've seen it, mitch your as frigen crazy as ever, you always put everything you've got into it, you stay up long nights and work hard to do your work, I've never seen someone try as much as you. That its self is something I admire about you. Sophie, it's amazing how you've been able to keep your cool even when you get marks that are much lower then you wanted.(I consider it really high but your really smart so high marks like that aren't fun XD) The way it bugs you and you still keep working at it, is amazing. Tan even when you have your neck up to work, I'm always thank full you manage to squize in some time to help me. Just putting some of your own work asside for me, might have saved me so bad xd Nadine, you have a hard time with understanding all your work, but yet your not affraid to seek out help, you've helped me alot to with getting songs for the float and yet you still keep at your studies with high spirits. Your high spirits always make my day so much better. Mitch #2 ^-^ your fingure dance always makes my day, hehe and the way your so rational, and calm, even in crises situations, always calm and never to quick to react on things that don't need it. It's nice to know theres always someone who can keep cool like that when everyone else is in total panic. Alice, the way you turn things funny to lighten up the mood. It could be anything dum, serious, anger, it dosen't matter you always try to bring out the best in people and that's something I hope I can continue to try and do in the future. theres more but I belive I've honetly righten enough xd so I'll leave it at that. I just want to say that I know things are tuff, but I hope we can make the best of it, and that I'm really happy you guys are my friends, you mean alot to me, and everything you bring with your character, brings somekind of admiration and encouragement to others even if you may not know it. Thank you for everything
Kai_Chi · Fri Nov 04, 2005 @ 03:03am · 0 Comments |
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