I enjoy writing.
It helps me relax when I'm upset. It takes the pressure of cutting away. Sometimes, I wish I could just type away all my problems...but, then they'll get out and it would only hurt me more. I would confess secrets, loves, everything with only the strokes of my fingers...
I've been under total stress ever since the beginning of 2009. A death already, and another on the way. It hurts me so...To have people I don't even know die before my very eyes that were close to my family. It's almost too much to handle. I only wish that I could just stop time and make everything better... But I can't.
I don't understand anything anymore.
It helps me relax when I'm upset. It takes the pressure of cutting away. Sometimes, I wish I could just type away all my problems...but, then they'll get out and it would only hurt me more. I would confess secrets, loves, everything with only the strokes of my fingers...
I've been under total stress ever since the beginning of 2009. A death already, and another on the way. It hurts me so...To have people I don't even know die before my very eyes that were close to my family. It's almost too much to handle. I only wish that I could just stop time and make everything better... But I can't.
I don't understand anything anymore.
