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ahh the shitty life of a teenager
well is it always fun to find out that your parents are monitoring you.
i mean, i am not a bad kid and i haven't really done anything wrong, and secretive that my parents don't know about. i thought my parents trusted me, as they should because i am trustworthy and have done nothing wrong, but of course, i have a private life, and there are things that i wouldn't like my parents to know about me, there are things i just don't want to discuss with them. fair enough right? well today my wonderful mother kind of gave away that they have been monitoring what i do online, which is odd because i could have sworn that they couldn't because i clear all my history, and i really only use my laptop which isn't locked, but i have password and stuff. well i was feeling like s**t one day and i went on yahoo answers to kind of ask for advice on how to deal with some family and jealousy issues, which now that i think about it sound extremely childish and stupid but, i wanted some feedback, but not from my parents because they were part of the problem. well anyway i am pretty sure that my parents know about it now, and the only way they could have found out is if they are monitoring me, or the happened to stumble on it by accident, which i guess is possible but unlikely.
so i am kind of pissed off and i feel really vulnerable, and awful.
i am by nature a private person, and i don't like people knowing everything i think and feel. it is just weird, and like i said i feel vulnerable.
anyway, i guess i really have to start hiding my files and stuff just to make sure, ugh, i never meant to act suspicious, but i guess if i want a private life at all i need to do it.
ugh... whatever i guess i have to stop dwelling on it, and just accept it.
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