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This is my journal~! Some of the stuff are old... but this is where I speak about my thoughts and the days of my life.
Things You Would Like To Do
Saturday, Jan 03, 2009.

Today on a Saturday afternoon when I was eating with my brothers at the table, my older brother brought up the question: "What would be your last 5 meals before you die?". That question came so suddenly to me. I was unprepared. I started to think about what my last five meals would be. Of course it would be some things I've never tried before and some things I would really enjoy. While my younger brother answered, my older brother began to think about it also. I can tell. As he said his answer (which was quite similar to my brother's) they both turned to me and my younger brother asked: "How about you?" and I answered: "Well I like pho (it's a famous beef soup from Vietnam. Very tasty!), sushi, sweet buns (also an oriental food), fruit salad and pizza." that was my answer.

Next my older brother again asked: "If you said goodbye to everyone and you only had one more hour to live... what would you do?" I always had this mind actually... I don't know why. It's always stuck in my thoughts. Once again I answer with: "Well I would do stuff that I'm scared of. Most likely sky diving."
-"But that takes about three hours to do plus the tutorial before you jump."
-"Ya that's true... well I rather go to the beach then... I love going there and wish to go there soon."
-"It takes like a thirty-five minute car ride to get there..."
-"Oh.. right... you know what?... I would just walk around our neighborhood, come back home and look through pictures and read letters that my penpal sent me."
-"Ya... I would walk around the neighborhood as well."

I always love going to the beach with my friends. I wish I can gather all of my friends (even friends from all over the world) to come with me. I think the beach is really relaxing and fun. Sometimes I get really scared when the water reaches my nose since of undertows. We always don't need to go that far out to have fun though.

The reason why I would read my letters every day (Even though I do that very often xD) is that my penpal makes it easier when life gets hard. We also share MANY similarities that it's just... I don't know, ridiculous (in an uber sense of way) lol! He also reminds me that I'm not alone, which is very comforting. Having someone understand me makes me cry in happiness (yes, I have cried over this before... too happy! XD).

Some time after when I'm still in the kitchen with my brothers another question slipped out of my brother's mouth asking: "What would be your last movie to watch?" I haven't thought about this question yet but I answered quickly to it. Knowing that it's my best answer due to self confidence. "Forrest Gump." I smiled as I got up and set the plates away and the utensils that I used. It's my faouvrite movie. I can never get bored of watching it.

"Hah. Ya me too... so I can cope with death." My older brother answered. My younger brother... I can't really hear him what he said since I was thinking so much of the activities I would do before I leave this world. It kind of hurts to think about that... even though we should live our lives without thinking about it every day and just accept death since you know that you won't live forever. Sure it's a scary thing and thought... but it's true.... well... maybe not our bodies won't live forever. I don't know anything about the mind since of course, I'm not dead yet. Maybe it's just a dream you'll fall into. A nice sleep that everyone said to me. Also your dream could be the life you once just lived.

Another thing I would love to do is to travel to Japan, France, the UK and the western part of Canada and/or America. My parents wants to go to the western part of Canada but I wish go to USA again since we only spent a day there. I wish it can happen... maybe it will when I'm older to have enough money to go. Sometimes I just don't like to wish things so I try very hard to make it happen. Japan always seemed like an interesting place that I would enjoy. Maybe much more than my trip to Vietnam in 2007/ 2006 (I arrived in Vietnam in December and came back home early January). Well I don't know about that because I don't know Japanese... but then again... I've been to a country that I don't know a single word or character (Thailand). I also have a cousin who lives in France. My older brother went to France last year in the summer. I was suppose to go alone but I decided to give my brother a chance to be on the airplane again. He brought back pictures... many pictures. The place seemed so nice and beautiful! The golden structure, castles, thrones and towers! they're all so elegant! I would have to say the same thing goes to the UK as France. I haven't been around Canada much. Just Ontario and Quebec.

Since I want to travel with my friends... I wonder what are their thoughts about life and death.

What would you do?



PostPosted by: 13roken Butterfly Sat Jan 03, 2009 @ 09:38pm



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commentCommented on: Tue Jan 06, 2009 @ 04:24am
Personally I would love to do so much crazy stuff before my body runs out of time. Examples would be: swimming with sharks, sky diving, and going to the devils pool. That place is so freaking sweet. Its a place in africa if I remember correctly. Its a giant waterfall but once a year for a couple hours, most of the water drains out of it. So you can actually go right up to the edge and stare down, without plummeting to your death. Of course I would gather up a couple friends and throw an end of the world party, where we see who can kill the most bastards in the world. (My english teacher, by my swords!) That'd feel good, I mean think of it. If you've got a time limit on life and lets say its twenty-four hours, you could just go nuts. You know, go into a bank with a rifle and tell them its a robbery. Hold the place captive for twenty-four hours boring everybody with your life story. It'd be a nice way to be remembered, well kind of. As for food, I would stuff my face! Then again I always do that so yeah its all good. Oh and tennis/swimming of course. Thats a must before I become a corpse.


commentCommented on: Wed Jan 07, 2009 @ 08:38pm
Ah >.< but I'm not the type of person who would kill my enemies... you know me lol. I've also swam a lot in my life so of course I won't swim haha (well not competitively). Maybe like going to the beach like I mentioned before. And it'll also take time to go to Africa lol. I would love to travel around the world though and see the beauty of it ^_^



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